Weekend started slow. Ended with a burp!
Too much food. Lots of talk. Saturday was a pleasent change. Can home at 4am.
Only clincher is that I was made to believe that theres something wrong with me! If I loose my cool or react I'm abnormal. I dont think of myself as a very calm person anyway. I'm opinionated. Yes. But psychotic? No ways. Mad? Yes. Happy. 80/20.
Promising myself to being as happy as I have been for the last 3 years. Nothing will get me down.
Realisation - Eat and be merry.
PS - Dont get fat
Monday, May 12, 2008
Thursday, May 8, 2008
No Pain No Gain and Still Smiling
Phew! Pain! my felt like I was an Egyptian slave who had lugged a 50 ton stone to the top of the pyramid. Better today and my smile is back. But I got stuff done at work that was stuck for 2 weeks. Thank u god.
Moral of the story - no pain, no gain.
One more day to the weekend. And hopefully I will get out of town after that for a days. The city is making me crazy. Lost my camera in all the messy move so I guess I'll buy an even better one before I go.
Moral of the story - no pain, no gain.
Moral of the story - no pain, no gain.
One more day to the weekend. And hopefully I will get out of town after that for a days. The city is making me crazy. Lost my camera in all the messy move so I guess I'll buy an even better one before I go.
Moral of the story - no pain, no gain.
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
crazy molecule logic
The pain is killing me. Physically its my back. I dont know if its the odd yoga postures or the general stress. Mentally - office is exhausting. All i need to do is find myself the nearest massage table, stick an ipod in my ear and space out for a century.
Okay, let me write fast and get on with the day.
Last night I was listening to Old Lang Syne. The sing means talks about in times past. The words in the poem Old Lang Syne referring to 'We'll take a Cup of Kindness yet' relate to a drink shared by men and women to symbolise friendship. It made me go back a long way and recount the friends I've made. I don't necessarily have them in my life even today but the association was beautiful, memorable, funny, mad.........and ultimately if one remembers people with fondness it says a great deal about the quality of their association with each other.
Its said that the universe listens to everything. Each time a thought crosses your mind you are literally willing/wishing for it to happen. Every molecule in the universe is accounted for and nothing is for waste. Gosh isn't he a mathematician, physicist, biologist......God! But for now I'm grateful for what I have and whatever will happen I know he will take care if it through some crazy molecule logic!
Okay, let me write fast and get on with the day.
Last night I was listening to Old Lang Syne. The sing means talks about in times past. The words in the poem Old Lang Syne referring to 'We'll take a Cup of Kindness yet' relate to a drink shared by men and women to symbolise friendship. It made me go back a long way and recount the friends I've made. I don't necessarily have them in my life even today but the association was beautiful, memorable, funny, mad.........and ultimately if one remembers people with fondness it says a great deal about the quality of their association with each other.
Its said that the universe listens to everything. Each time a thought crosses your mind you are literally willing/wishing for it to happen. Every molecule in the universe is accounted for and nothing is for waste. Gosh isn't he a mathematician, physicist, biologist......God! But for now I'm grateful for what I have and whatever will happen I know he will take care if it through some crazy molecule logic!
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
I, me, myself!
A colleague at work mostly writes mails saying saying - " I want ......./I think......./ I dont agree......"
Its important to have an opinion but its a rare quality to find someone who takes feedback when you are trying to work towards a solution together. And more surprisingly if the person claims that he thinks about the good of everyone when all his sentences start with "I"
Its important to have an opinion but its a rare quality to find someone who takes feedback when you are trying to work towards a solution together. And more surprisingly if the person claims that he thinks about the good of everyone when all his sentences start with "I"
Haunted house!
I think i needed to do this for a long time but chose to find excuses.
So anyways, my new place is treating me well and feel safe. Living in guragon for 4 months made me go a little nuts i think. I would sleep with a iron rod next to me, jump at the slightest sound and never dream of leaving the house after 8.30pm. Missed my folks a lot for a first time in life. I've lived away from my family for more than half my life so I never thought it was going to be a problem. But i was wrong.
The house.
Two bed rooms, two bathrooms, two balconies, drawing, dining, kitchen. And me! Lost inside it. Had a horrible entrance. Something about it was errie. Not that there weren't people around but that dead calm around it was sickening. Got me bad luck, made me stressed out and irritated. I went from being a happy/mad person to an insecure/scared person.......hated it.
Then my landlord wanted to sell the house! yipee good for him, making money. But the decision to move back to civilization was simultaneous and Lama Devi (okay don't get impatient. I will reveal her identity at some point) came to the rescue. Now I live on the top floor of their house and feel safe ie - sleep for atleast 7 hours each night. Settling in still and getting my brain back in order.
So anyways, my new place is treating me well and feel safe. Living in guragon for 4 months made me go a little nuts i think. I would sleep with a iron rod next to me, jump at the slightest sound and never dream of leaving the house after 8.30pm. Missed my folks a lot for a first time in life. I've lived away from my family for more than half my life so I never thought it was going to be a problem. But i was wrong.
The house.
Two bed rooms, two bathrooms, two balconies, drawing, dining, kitchen. And me! Lost inside it. Had a horrible entrance. Something about it was errie. Not that there weren't people around but that dead calm around it was sickening. Got me bad luck, made me stressed out and irritated. I went from being a happy/mad person to an insecure/scared person.......hated it.
Then my landlord wanted to sell the house! yipee good for him, making money. But the decision to move back to civilization was simultaneous and Lama Devi (okay don't get impatient. I will reveal her identity at some point) came to the rescue. Now I live on the top floor of their house and feel safe ie - sleep for atleast 7 hours each night. Settling in still and getting my brain back in order.
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